I Am A Real Vampire
79...And This Is My Story
Vampires have pervaded human myth and mystery. But is the true power of the vampire that the vampire is no myth at all?
Only after the third interview request I received this week, my partner said to me, "Don't you think it's time to just get out there? To tell your story? To let people know you a little better?"
What he meant is that I'm one voice in a huge choir called the real vampire community, but it's a voice without restraint or fear of convention.
I am out of the coffin, a open vampire and leader within the real vampire community. I suspect you would find me something of a surprise, as I am a vampire of a different fang as it were. I am no creature of the shadows nor do I readily buy into anything. Attend me.
Ask Sappho Your Questions!
I have been involved with the real vampire community since 1985. I am looking to continue working for the community, especially by bringing in my professional assets in the media and in publishing. Additionally, I am open to mentoring individuals who feel the pull of the vampire, but aren't entirely certain what they are. This is the story of how I have arrived at this point without getting into dull Dickensian description or some morass of pointless self-promotion.
Let me begin by saying I was raised in a philosophically open family. My family encouraged me to use my mind and my imagination, to explore and discover. There was no such thing as taboo. Now I can look back and see where the roots of my vampirism are in my own upbringing. I was raised to be open and aware, and so I have continued to be.
My "awakening", as it were, happened on August 6, 1985--the fortieth anniversary of the dropping of the atom bomb on Hiroshima. Actually, that was the day when months of self-examination and reflection crystallized for me.
I was not yet 14 years old. I hadn't known the words "empathic" or "psionic" and consequently could not have used them to describe what I had been experiencing. I knew I was living with a different and heightened set of senses, and that the whole of me hungered and yearned for something I couldn't identify.
I had come into the sphere of the Order of Maidenfear, a vampire sanctuary, months before through initiated friends that seemed to really understand what I was experiencing. On that day, the puzzle pieces of my thoughts clicked into place. I too was a vampire. I decided that I would never deny that aspect of me--in fact, I could never deny it. I would embrace vampirism and my existence as a vampire.
For the following four years I spent a great deal of time at House Maidenfear, learning and developing my own abilities. My own initiation was in 1989, once I turned 18. However, I had to take the Maidenfear Way and my own life as a vampire on an adventure. I moved away to college, where I studied history and linguistics and became an expert vampire researcher. I was able to enhance that skill in graduate school in Florida. Wherever I went, I made connections with the local vampire communities. I came home to House Maidenfear in 2001 and I was elected to my current station in 2003.
I came to call myself Sappho after a thorough reading of her poetry. Her words have such an ability to wrench deep emotional energy that I came to regard her as something of a vampire herself.
I'm known affectionately as the "Vampire Philosophe" for the amount of time I've spent in the more cerebral aspects of the vampire existence.
Here are a few of my thoughts.
There exists an entity of living energy all around us and in the universe. I mean that this energy is both alive itself and imbues all things with life of one degree or another. A vampire is an adept at energy play, an adept at tapping into this living energy for self-benefit. For some this is achieved through drinking blood, for others it is a matter of psychic living energy. A vampire knows how to take what energy they want and need and use it for their own purposes.
I believe we as vampires are at an exciting time in our history. At no other point in the history of the world have circumstances been so ripe for us to fully express ourselves and be true to what we are. My commitment to the vampire community is to help us achieve our greatest potential.
In the 1960's, there was a woman here in Philadelphia who was taking a second, third, and fourth look at the idea of the vampire. We all knew her as Anne de Molay, although whether she was an actual descendant of Jacques de Molay, the last Grand Master of the Knights Templar, remains something of a mystery (for one thing I don't think old Jacques had any descendants, but whatever). Her theory was that it wasn't the blood that vampires needed, but rather what was IN the blood--living energy, which she called prana.
In an era of horror film schlock, Anne investigated the archetype of the vampire and came to the conclusion that vampirism was a very real interaction with life energy that could benefit the practitioner. Having shared her vision, Anne was able to form a group of like minds and established the Order of Maidenfear in 1966.
Why "Maidenfear"?
Why use a word with no obvious associations with vampirism to communicate the Order's existence to the world? Anne wrote, "I came upon this term, and for some reason it struck me deep, it resonated within me. What a perfect concept, the nervous excitement of fear and desire captured in a single word. For me, this word was so replete with energy itself that I could see nothing else but to apply it in my own form of vampirism."
In 1970, Anne inherited a generous amount of money after the passing of her father. She was about to turn 40, she was a history teacher, she had decided against having a family, and her one absorbing passion was the Order of Maidenfear. Anne invested in the future of her Order by buying a large Victorian house in Philadelphia, the building that became House Maidenfear. Dedicated to Anne's vision of the vampiric life, vampires from the city and the Eastern seaboard came to live in House Maidenfear.
In council on the Summer Solstice of 1970, the Maidenfear vampires wrote and approved the Maidenfear Entente, a document which would be the constitution of Order operations. For the next twenty years, House Maidenfear and the Order operated in relative obscurity. After all, this was not a philosophy that everyone was ready to hear. Like minds found and joined the order.
Anne de Molay was the first Grand Master and remained in that position until 1987. Myself I've been "Grand Master" since 2003, except that I changed the title to "Matriarch". I come bumbling in around 1985, guided by Maidenfear vampires who helped me understand what was going on within myself (and in reality I came to the conclusion myself and they were there to support me).
I was lucky to have Anne as a guide and a friend until her passing in 2003. But my point is that there was no Internet at the time. We kept in contact with each other the old fashioned way--snail mail or telephone. There weren't any publishers willing to snatch up anything about a real vampire community. If we wanted to come together, we had to work at it. And forget mentioning vampirism to anyone outside of the group!
Was it harder to be a vampire in my starting days than it is now? I think it might have been. We had to have strength and determination to see it through. But if we triumphed--when we triumphed--the experience made all the hassle worth the effort.
And so I don't know if this makes me any more or less real than any other vampire, but this is my heritage and my legacy. This is a true story, but I bid you to keep in mind that this experience has been my own truth. Your truth is probably very different. If not, you know the possibilities out there for you are endless. Dare to know.
Creed of the Kindred
I am vampire.
I kneel before no other creature.
I am an intelligent animal who has retained my animal intelligence.
This flesh of mine is a gift in which I celebrate passion and ecstasy, but my lot in the convoluted universal matrix is to exist as a creature of energy.
I thrive on the energy of the cosmos around me. That energy exists in many forms. It exists in lifeblood, in psychic forces, in the angry hurling of lightning bolts from cloud to cloud. This diversity manifests on the earth in the many different and legitimate breeds of vampire which share the world with mortal humans.
Knowing my lineage, I seek to mate my personal energy with that of magic and nature as a vital part of my existence. Pounding surf, rustling crisp leaves, magical ritual-all of these empowers me, and I take what is offered or what I have made for myself.
As a vampire, I am a natural being part of the natural universe. I am not confined to this plane or this dimension. I am a cosmic being of fluctuating energy. The matter that makes my flesh and flows through my body drifted down from the stars over millennia. My sight and my vision are necessarily wider and broader.
Life, death, what are these to me? They dance as close as hungry lovers. This is no two-sided mortal coin but one great continuum.
The impetus of eternity, then, is the power of the vampire. It is my power, and I claim that power for myself.
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Oh, Sarah, it's not so cut and dry as you might think. In fact, there are different schools of thought in the vampire community itself about how we have become what we are. But I'll answer you to the best of my ability, because it is a valid question and certainly a question that is on peoples' minds when they encounter the notion of vampires being real.
First, forget anything dealing with biting, blood sucking, blood drinking, or any other physical form of "turning". You'll find vampires who claim to have been made this way--and maybe, in their own minds, it worked. But I'm not a believer in turning and neither are most of the vampires I know and have known.
The hot question is whether vampires are born or if they can be raised. Many vampires have been born with vampiric traits and instincts and attain an awareness of who and what they are in the course of life. Still others, though, have trained themselves to a level of psychic sensitivity that in a real sense makes them vampires by their own doing.
It's been my conviction for a long time that sincere curiosity about becoming a vampire is the first hint of a vampire nature.
This has given much insight-thank you for letting us into your life in some way.I grew as a strong christain and was brought up to believe that you are demons, however i have always felt differently,I have been doing much research and there is nothing wrong with the vampire community. You are a close unit and you live by a life that is good for you-you do no harm to human man so what can make you Demons-NOTHING!
I have recently been doing much research into the existance of vampires and have come across some very interesting descriptions of psychic vampires, such as their personalities, life styles, etc. After reading several descriptions, I have found they fit me quite well. I have always had a sense of being different, and I have been told I am very draining by several people, especially by my ex-husband. I was drawn to a Wiccan coven and at first meeting told by the preist he has not met anyone who was not of high ranking level that had as much power as he sensed I had. However he told me it was erratic and I didn't have much control over it. I have since learned to control it and have been shunned by the other students of the coven. My preist shared with me it is because they too sense a great deal of power, or potential power, within myself that they do not possess. I have yet, at age 25, to get a sense of me, or find "myself". i continue to learn about and give tribute to the Gods and Goddesses of the ancient times, and I have felt on this path I could find myself, but and am still confused. I just don't know, but want to...am I a vampire? Do I contain the ability to draw others energy sources and have been unaware of it all these years? Perhaps some words of advice, or maybe a place to seek a true vampire in order for them to determine if I am one or not? Thank you for your time in reading this.
Well I must say this is a most interesting hub.
Very interesting post.. I love it. I to have been doing great deal of research into psychic vampires.. I belive they are born not created.. I belive also there are 3 different types of vampires that are born. The one thats most hard to belive are the Immortal vampires that people claim they are. The reason being is that it just doesnt seem practical Ive read a few good articles here and there..
I have talked to many different covens and they all argue over facts and have different outlooks so just one point of view isnt right at all.. I hate it when people are narrow minded to different aspects even in dealing with the super natural. I have looked at http://www.vampirehelp.com they have a few decent articles and ideas here and there on them. I would read up on them if you were bored..
As for myself I am a psi vampire and as for your power not being sustained all of the time sapphowolf is that you do not feed properly or werent feeding properly at the time and when you did you took in huge amounts of energy then you'd feel tired and drained and start getting sick. Keep this in mind thats one of the huge things you learn as you develop yourself.
I don't believe in vampires, not the supernatural kind anyway. Back in the 70s I lived in California and due to some rather bazaar circumstances, I found myself married to a much older and somewhat eccentric man. There were persons in our acquaintance who were, shall we say, somewhat flamboyant and theatrical in nature. Among them were several who did live a vampire inspired lifestyle replete with the drinking of blood, avoiding sunlight, and frequenting only certain establishments where they could be free to participate in certain rituals and other behaviors which might be considered odd by mainstream society.
My mother talked to spirits her whole life, however, I don't believe in ghosts either. But then, what do I know?
DEMON! GET OUT ... GETOUTA HERE! *shows cross* ... *sniff sniff* ... why don't I smell anything burning?
You forgot the bring the holy water naz, I don't think it works without the holy water.
@ Disturbia,
I think it's dead!
Vampires are mythical things, you can't physically be one. Tell me is it a spiritual thing? My Therianthropy makes me feel at one with the wolf, but I do not for one second beleive my physical self to be anything other than human. Is this the same for you?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
are you for real? or is this whole absolutely completely mother fucking bullshit
you seriously thinking you are a vampire? LO mother fucking L
dude you are crazy and need help. psyciatric help. are you retarded vampires aren't real. what are vampires? you drink blood? but you can go in the sun im guess or else how did you go to college. woww seriously go get help you wasted your whole life on something retarded and are going to die thinking what the fuck
I wonder why anyone would want to be a vampire with all the blood diseases that are out there. However, no pun intended to the vampires
Hello found this very insightful but if possible would like a conversation with you. can relate to some of this myself ...but I do not want to go in depth on here please e-mail me. via the url
what is a great vampyre community to live in
I am very curious about this subject. I have been wondering for a long time; How do I know I'm a real vampire? What are the signs of becomming one? I am only 17 years old, but ever sense I was 14 I have wondered if I, myself, could be a vampire. At the same time, I really don't feel like anything else than a vampire. But, I do have several things about me that make me still wonder. For example, I have a very dark, but kind mind. I also have a jaw deformation, causing my mouth to be able to open more widely than usual and my dentist told me the only way to have a correct bite, i would have to have surgery (this is not an overbite). I also have very quick growing, long, thick nails on my mother's side of my family.
Another question is, can vamparism be passed down from generation to generation in a family? I ask this because I have made some very unsual discoveries about my past history and they came up to be talking about "Bulgarians" and "Egyptians" and about "human sacrifices." Is this anything to have to do with being a vampire?
I also was bored one day and went on this website for "Vampire Name Generator," which sounded fun to me, but when I actually put my name in, it gave me my vampire name, world to be known as name, and what type of vampire I was. My name came out to be Selene du Coudray, I was known in other parts of the world as Venus of the Balkans (Bulgarians) and I was an animal-like vampire who can barely speak - everything is actions with me and I run with the deer. I soon looked up certain things in this description of my name that interested me and found links to it all. At first I thought that the "Vampire Name Generator" was just another fake game thing like everything else on the internet, but after I had found so many links to what they had told me I was just from my name, I was very shocked.
One of the things I looked up was my name to be known as in other parts of the world: Venus of the Balkans. After reading some history on the Balkans and knowing they most-likely were related to me in the past, it scared me to see this in my "Vampire name." Also, I didn't exactly know the true meaning of a Venus, so I continued on my reasearch and looked it up. It came to be a demon-like Goddess that was nor good or bad. It also usually had a snake-like animal wrapped around it's human form, and the first one had been a female and had given birth to several others that soon became Gods and Goddesses.
I don't know what I looked up was exactly true, but a lot of it I sort of believe just by it linking to how I really feel about the subject and my real personalities. I am a very shy and mysterious person most of the time and when it comes to actually talking to people I try and hide. I also have anger issues that I've been dealing with for years to come, and they still are not healing.
So, please, Sappho, tell me the truth. I need to know from an expert; Am I really a vampire?
Hey,
I found a witch on hub pages. Could you guys be related? Hoping to find a werewolf, too
Uh-oh. You guys scared me to death :O
Misha,
Hahahahaha!
I just met a zombie here! Creepy dude! Do you guys have a monster ball? Someone should just puff, puff, pass and not try to smoke all the goodies
First of all, I'm really glad that this hub has provoked such a lively reaction. My first order of business, of course, is to dismiss anyone who is quick to dismiss me. All of the horror schlock ideas are fun and have their place, but let's be real here. I'm not talking about being a Fangoria centerfold.
That being said, I'm inspired by the growing number of people who are willing to at least look at the vampire as a psychic phenomenon, as a state of mind. This is an experience totally unlike the sanguine fodder of Hammer Films and the like.
I'm currently writing a book one of the themes of which is what happens when we lay aside the impossible aspects of the folklore vampire (immortality and such) and look at what's left--and how it's a common theme in humanity.
Can you please answer my questions, Sappho?
I find your story interesting, and I believe every bit of it. I have been researching about vampires for years honestly. They have fascinated me since I was about four or five. Meeting one would be amazing. Most people tell me I would regret my decision in meeting a complete stranger, especially one that believes that he/she are a vampire, and I understand their reason for saying that, however that still will not stop my curiousity. I have wanted to know about them, as well as meeting one. I guess this is why I am called a freak. Haha.
i have always wanted to be a vampire can you make me one or teach me the ways of them and are they really immortal
Wow. I honestly do not know exactly what to say, only that I absolutely had to comment on this because it struck a nerve. I personally believe you, every word you have said. But I have so many questions, being the history fanatic that I am, that if I were to even begin asking you these questions this post would never end. I find this so intriging....I will be thinking about this for a very long time. Thank you so very much for sharing what I will presume was at one time a secret for you and the others. I am quite grateful for the information you have shared. Thanks again.
well as for me i dont beleave in a undead vampire intil i see them for my self ,
THIS IS REALLY WEIRD FOR ME TO BE COMMENTING HERE. IS THERE ANYWAY FOR YOU TO CONTACT ME SO I CAN ASK YOU SOME QUESTIONS. I AM VERY DRAWN TO ALL OF THIS AND I CANT EXPLAIN IT.
hey can someone be a vampire and not knowing it???
Very interesting indeed! I loved it, actually it´s the first trustworthy information about the Vampire Community I´ve found in years. Still I have a couple of questions, as anyone would have.
For the rest I´d like to congratulate you for taking the iniciative of posting this, as it would be a rather polemic topic, mostly because of all the new publicity vampires have had these last couple of years and became (again) fashion among teenagers; which would have taken some credit from your story, some other Twilight fan-girl.
As an occultist I´ve just known some energy sucking vampires, but oftenly these are people who, either dont realize their nature (?), or dont know how to take all the advantages of their condition.
Im pretty interested in Maidenfear, so I shall contact you soon.
Cheers!
if you truely are a real vampire i challenge you my name is jody lahmeyer and i go by jo I really want to be a vampire you can contact me thru whatever means necessary i believe im listed in the phone book.
Hi, I found this page because I´m sarching for real vampires. Because I am one...
I didn´t belive in vampires until I went to some party and I met these two guys...
Well, they did bit me, I´m not dead or anything, I still have pulse and everything in my life it´s like normal, except for the perception, the blood-sucking and such.
I don´t know if you´re real, but I´m alone in this and there are oter people here who seem to know a lot. I´ve been looking for the guys who bit me but I´ve never found them. If you could contact me and help me it would be incredible...
My e-mail it´s: evalinarose@hotmail.com
As you know there are several things in wich i need help desperately.
well I am up late, bored. I know where a real live vampire lives. He is now in a relatively small town in panama. contrary to much fiction he only has to eat once every 15-20 years. he still eats regular food, but his immortality depends on human life. He owned a diamond mine for a long time..and was quite nice. actually had something like real fangs..does it change a thing if vampires are real? the reason these otherworldly creatures dont come around much is due to the minds of humans..the minds of the common man are actually repugnant to these beings. funny how a human mind is disgusting to the "undead".
this is just a blog about real vampire written by a tired guy who wishes he could get to sleep. I happen to spend too much time with alot of buddhist monks. they tell me all sorts of weird things that are seeable at high levels of cultivation...so much so that their isnt a mythic creature that isnt real.
I wish this post made a difference. But even if you believe it, it really doesnt.
oh, I;ve read those anne rice novels. the romantic view of them is not at all like the dude I met. He was more like a happy uncle figure who made sure everyone was taken care of. He isnt a brooding egomaniac.
hey uhm ive been testing my self and i have those sympthons of vampirism but i dont know what to do about it could u help me with it please and thank you
is there any immortal vampires out there can they exist
is there any immortal vampires out there can they exist
i want to be a real vampire but i am only 9 years old and aboy debbie is just my moms name
I am a real vampire. I have dark shadows under my blue eyes. I have been a vampire since I was 9 and I am 11 years old. I have bitten someone once but I found out a couple of things and I have a few tricks up my sleeves to help my fellow vamps. not be caught.
1.I bite my fingers until the bled and drink that instead of human blood.
2.I believe anything can happen. If a friend is in trouble I help them.
3. If someone gets hurt and bleeds I get far away from them.
4. If you want to be a vamp. but dont know any one that is one, cover your hands in your own blood.
thats all I can say.
No... That is roung you said we could find a vampire on thos site im sorry this stinks.ps. Is
am a vampire and if you don't fix this I can drink your bloode. Really. :(
hello, my name is trish, iv done my research on vampires and came up empty handed, i want to know the truth about them, whats myth and whats truth, do you live forever with out aging, do you have to drink blood to survive, do you have powers? ect.... how do i meet one? please let me know.... myemail address is, richtriz@yahoo.com,,, please no fakes, and if your just goin to email me sayin mean things, save it for someone who gives a crap what you say....
i believe nothing you say. you speek of things you have no knownledge of.
what if i want to be a blood donor or made in to a vamp
Araya I want to talk to you badly. Please reply is needed . I m looking for your answer.
You can contact me on lavania.abc@gmail.com
I'm honestly very interested in this subject, though I've been labeled as an outcast by my brother but accepted by one person whom I've told.
I've felt different since I was 11 and had a 'vision' as my great grandmother called them. I've looked everywhere and looked at vampire descriptions, and they all fit me in some way.
I feel somehow connected to the world. I open up to my cat more than my mom! I feel like an outsider, and reading your story Sappho, I feel a bit better.
Is there any real way to define vampirism? As far as I can tell, I feel as though i drew from my friend's energy without meaning to, and it scares me...
hello everyone i am a real vampire ive been one for 18 years and ime 14 my mum dosent know, i left home to live with an anonymous person that is an vampire he taught me a lot i would just like to say thankyou to him, and if you want to be a vampire contact this email address that a made for people who wan to be one koolkev11@hotmail.co.uk it doesn't hurt, thankyou.
Hello there sappho is it i love your page and that's real cool your a vampire i have a lot of questions oh wise one but you should check mine out http://hubpages.com/hub/thiswebsiteisgreatnadiwant
I am vamp. we feed on blood, not energies, but we dont ever kill to get it. We play by the rules. We pay taxes. why would you come on the web and lie? I was turned at 10, and i am 162. I look 10. Its nothing to desire.
Andy could you email me at Guilr994@its.nicholls.edu I would love to get to know you better.
This post helped me a lot. I've always felt different and just wandered around various vampire pages in hopes of answers, and your post just made my journey a bit clearer. :D
Andy,
If you dnt mind I have questions for you
I'm very sorry to see this post go from serious, and interesting to utter bullshit from insensitive morons.
I can say I am a vampire, if you chose not to believe me that is your own prerogative. I awakened at 13, and I am now 18. if anyone wishes to contact me feel free to e-mail me at the bellow address. I'm here to answer questions from anyone who might think they are a vampire, are one, or is just interested. or I'm here just to talk to.
Thank you
phantasmagorical101@hotmail.com
If any one on here is a real vampire email me cause I want to get to know you better cause I want to be one my self so email me at tiffanymarshll@yahoo.com and put in the subject box vampire so I know what it is about.
Interesting. By your definition, all the best artists, those that infuse logic to reason or vice versa in a sublime way, are vampires.
The connotations are against you, however.
I voted up. Great hub.
Thanks,
Dan
i am a vampire
I salute all vampires around the world.Ever since I saw my first movie with vampires(I was at the age of 11-12)I knew that somewhere,out there,are real vampires.And somehow,I always felt I was different from humans.I remember dreams and things since I was 3 years old...I always had psychic abilities,and other let's call them supernatural abilities.I felt like I belong with vampires...In the last couple of years I've done researches and I found myself in so many descriptions of a vampire!And than,I knew:I Am one.And I'm happy now,that I know for sure I'm not alone.
are u real? or a fake?
are you a real vampire? if you are... can i be one of the myths? so that i can scape reality for the sake of my tranquility...
if your a true vampire e-mail me at wkailyn97@gmail.com i would love for you to anwser some of the questions that really curious me
here are a few of my questions. is there any vampires in pennsylvania? what are the signs of becoming a vampire? i would love if you could answer me back.
i beleve this so i dint realy have questions this tells me all that i am looking for
iam the goddess of all vampires smiles
alexis.rdx@gmail.com
hi, araya... im jessica.... i hope you are fine... i wanna know about you please mail me at nishu.anu4u@gmail.com
i do value for a true relationship and i want to know whether vampires do value the human relationship in to their life.. please reply.. bye.. takecare... sorry if i was rude...
I really don't know what to believe. I would like to believe in the existance of vampires, but everyone says they are of myth. If at all possible i want to be one, i've felt 'out of place' since i was a little kid. Can anyone help me out?
I never really accepted who i was as a person in 1814. I once i had been known for who i really was i went nuts because i was brought up to hate demons, vampires, ect. At first i tried every way possible to kill myself but then i relized it wasnt that bad and now i am trying to find a place that wants me. Anyone have a clue where i can go. i have been keeping the secret of vampires for many years and i want to be known now. known for who i am..... a vampire. oh before i forget someone asked if we value human life....... well i can only speak for my self.... yes i do.
Dejanerha , are you a real vampire?
if you are contact me at deeedee@live.fr and i know a way to make you known,but if you aren't real don't bother yourself.
if any REAL vampire read this please contact my e-mail,i'd be very glad to hear your story and maybe to meet you and be your friend too.
i dont think my email can go to that but i can try.
If anyone has any questions about vampires feel free to email me at tigercub55love@yahoo.com. since i am a vampire i will answer them with all honesty you can be possitvie on that
Hey everyone, I am a daywalker(a.k.a half vampire half human)and i just want to say that if anyone has any questions, ask Dejanerha, because she is my friend and she helped me find out what and who I was... if anyone wants to chat about supernatural and what I am, please contact me at RockHardRoni@yahoo.com ... Thanks,
Veronica
wow i like it
like what zoni?
Hi Everyone
This is so interesting. I've always believed vampires existed and not just whats on the tv or whats written in those books like Twilight etc. I cant even explain, just an instinct type of feeling I've always had.
If theres any real vampire who would like to become friends, I'd really like that. Perhaps we could find out about each other and you could tell me about your life. I know some of you have given your email addresses but I dont want to intrude or anything.
If you're interested in chatting and becoming friends, my email address is gmccormack01@gmail.com
Thank you :)
Geri
i wanted to be a wolf 4 da longest time before i found out that my super great grandma actuly breaded with a wolf! NO KIDDING! i really did not know that was possible.
Wow this is a pretty cook hub. I like the "ask a vampire" feature that you have. Have you met other vampires like these ones: http://www.reallifevampires.info/real-vampire-sigh ?
Wow this is a pretty cook hub. I like the "ask a vampire" feature that you have. Have you met other vampires like these ones: http://www.reallifevampires.info/real-vampire-sigh ?
Sorry for posting twice, last comment had a typo. :)
Am a vampire, born in 1801, in banaras india. My real name was manisha, i assumed the name of akasha after my transformation, am stil young and alive, kicking in russia. We re four livin as a family. If u really want to meet me, mention my name three times nd i would appear in ur room. Desires can be so strong it can consume u.
Trust me vampires are real, I was being chased by one last night but I got away. I think she might still be on my trail. Oh no there she is!
Oooooooooooooooh that was delicious. And he was right vampires are real I would know. I am right now using his computer to type this up. I see that this computer is almost out of it's charge and I should probably get on my way but I will probably be back on using my next victims computer.
hello vamps how are you all. i am not a vampire but i am
of the what some would unnatural realm just came across this sight and thought i would say hi and good for all vampires who speak about themselves without fear it makes me happy. take care friends
ok so i am a energy user i am learning to manipulate energy in some cool ways and i am trying to unite all the "otherworldly" ppl not sure if their is a community for all of us but i was wondering if anyone could tell me what exactly makes a vampire a vampire cause my wife just told me she thinks i am one if anyone could help id be gratefull thanks. take care freinds
WELL ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WANT TO BECOME ONE TO DO THINGS THAT YHU CNT DO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If someone can please talk to me that would be great/ i am very depressed here are my reasons.
1) my family was just killed by the council
2) I was just bit by a warewolf
3) And the cops think i serial killer is in the area
If someone wants to talk to me before i go to the council and make them kill me because i have nothing else to live for............ my email is tigercub55love@yahoo.com.
i am a vampire i have felt it for two years i cant find anyone else help
I Want to become a vampire could u make me one
I am a vampire now so u could call me 945-2351 call me around 7:00
hilda.... what is the first three digits of your number?
My three digits are323
hi im emma
i am crazy about vampirez i wish i was one of them so if there any vampirez out there that is seeinq diz plz e.mail me at emmaflorez97@yahoo.com plz contact me at that email plz i really like vampirez!!!!!!!!!
are u kidding us its crazy vampires do not exists in this world its just like story.There is no scientific proof for vampires so basically they don't exits
Emma I am a vampire and kaunain there is vampires in this world
I am young to be researching this, but I have worked hard to get here. I have discovered that I have the ability to obtain energy through will. I still have much to learn, though and I have been looking for someone to teach me. I am only fifteen, but if you are willing, or know somebody who is willing to teach me, then I will do my best to listen, question, and learn.
Eli you may email me with any questions you may have. i have a few questions for you like where you live......stuff like that. if you want i can be your mentor also.
Don't text me any more please
Eli I have questions for u to
U guy could text me but u guys have to text me at 7:00pm
what is a vampire? what makes a vampire? It is the soul of the person that makes a vampire. the roots of vampirsim is pagan. the word vampire is new. not old as pagan.. Alot of pagans would tell you that yes they drink blood. It dont mean you drink blood you are a vampire, any one can do that and not be a vampire. The point is that through pagansim were the blood gods. The blood gods would have a priest kill or shed blood through a sacerfice in order to have the energy of that human or animal. It is the energy or life force that we need.. Its not the blood is self.. there are enery takers as well.. have you herd of a saying blood is the life. well there you go if there is life there is energy. That is the source of it all.. but vampirsm is been out for thousand of years through the pagansim ways. Beleive me. I did my research..
i want to become a half vampire
plz help me
why do you want to be half vampire? Are you sure you want to be a vampire.. there is alot of suffering involed and there is not turning back once you are one. so make sure this is want you want. there is alot of suffering through craving of energy.
she is right why suffer thats alot of crap please dont try to suffer would love to be one but I still would not do it and how old are you
sorry the crap part did't make senese but how old are you
who are you talking too.
i want to become a vampire so please contact me on rahul091986@gmail,com
How can i know that i am a vampire or not?
you would know if you are a vampire or not. You just know. one of the signs are do you effect electronics or do you have another color around you pupils. do you like it cool when you sleep and dark as well. stuff like that. there are alot of signs you can tell if you are a vampire. but deep down inside you know that is the main thing.
also how you can tell if you are vampire is if you can run fast. what I mean is faster then normal. like me I can move fast like side to side no one can keep up with me. I can walk behind some one and then move on the other side with out them seeing me.. stuff like that. yes I effect electronics as well. I can feel others as well. I some times even read minds but that is often. My senses are high as well.. I can smell things pretty strong. my hearing is good to.. I can hear someone breathing if they are hidding and i can find them. if you can do stuff like that and have cravings for energy or blood they yes you are a vampire but its more to it then that.. you would know by your soul.. what does your feelings and soul tell you what you are?
Also if you dont have the energy or blood you will get sick. what I mean is I need blood to drink if I dont I get sick or have no energy or feeling well. so yes I need to drink blood to keep my well being.. That is how I stay healthy.. if you have all these signs and feel and know you are a vampire then yes you are one.. No you are not crazy just differant and need to be proud of what you and who you are.
Can someone help see if i am a vampire because i have been felling real sick and craving for blood but i never felt this way til i got into a fight with a random person and the basterd bit me i will be glad to admit that i never believed in this stuff but ive been feeling this way for about a month and a half can someone please talk to me and see if i am or am not one because i would really really like to get this theory out of my head
maybe you are one.. I dont know. what kind of cravings are you getting what I mean is what do they feel like.
LIke I have been craving more of raw meet and blood ive been having to eat my steak medium rare to actually come close to stoping them AND I NEVER ATE STEAK THAT WAY. Im going crazy. I hope im just crazy insted of all being a vampire no offence to anyone. But that not a life i would like to have.
Like literally i feel like i have no energy to do anything at all until i at least eat steak that way i have been eating steak everday since a week after that fight about a month ago.
Ok i guess scarlet witch isnt that reliable. Can anyone else help me figure this out because i have to know what the hell is wrong with me can anyone at all be of any help.
how do you eat your steak. I eat my bloody. just barely cooked. when I have blood i feel whole again and healthy and energized. I look healthy as well. stuff like that.
Thats how i have to eat mine now or i fell like im going to throw up and pass out
Ok this isnt really working out this is taking to long for now on can you email with me insted is that ok with you cuz i dont want to keep talking about thison a public site can you email me at madmoody1234@yahoo.com please
ok thats it im going somewhere else unless someone else here can help me.
can someone plz help me, i know im a vampire, ive known it for a while but i have a lot of trouble controlling myself when i get the urge for blood and i cant concentrate and i get tired and headaches. meat is the only way i can even get close to blood by eating it rare. i need to get control, theres been times when i almost ran out of the house to kill a stray cat for blood! someone help me plz!
The pain of bloodhunger is almost unbearable now. Someone please give me any advice. Please.
This is taking too freaking long, somebody answer please!
dont waste your time here they wont answer you they stoped helping me figure out if i am a vampire or not see i was right not to believe this mythical shit
I know there is somethin different about me and its getting more difficult to cope with every day i dont know if i am vampire or what i am but i need help figuring it out!!!!
These people wont help you. They didnt help me. Didnt even try.
so what do i do then idk what else to try
then drink blood from a steak that will help.. but it dont mean if you are bitten by a vampire you are one.. it has to take they take your blood then you drink from them.. that is the only way to turn. sorry I am not on here much i work alot. I am never on.. but the only way to be turned in to a vampire is to take from you and then you take from the person that took from you or you are born one.. that is the only ways., no vampires dont live forever.. they eat food as well. dont believe in stupid moives it is a lie,,
Well, I think you've done your homework before checking this site out! Anyway, just so you and everyone else here know....vampires don't live forever, that's true...but there is one more thing that is true....200-300 years of a normal count is equivalent to a year's age for a vampire. Believe it or not, there are some very rare vampires that are truly immortal. But they are rare and mostly hidden. Just a bunch of info...for who really needed it...and the ones who want to get bitten and stuff...go..get a life...the life of a vampire is not what you want...
grow up lol
i know what i am a vampire.. nothing you say or blieave can change that.. regardless how I live my life. dont mean you drink blood or live forever you are a vampire..lol what makes a vampire or should i say what is a vampire if you are a know it all... anyone can drink blood or some how be immortal as you say. yes I do believe it is possable.. I just saying most cases but if there is immortals vampires then there is other stuff out there. so therefore even if you are immortal dont make you a vampire... even drinking blood.. all that stupid nonsense.. just answer the question what makes a vampire and what is a vampire.
So you are saying that vampires don't live for long long years???
Look pal, I have researched and seen many immortal vampires. And believe me, they are really as they are portrayed in movies and all....but only to some extent. Not all that flashy, shiny body thingy works. It's that they live longer and have a great craving for blood. Believe it or not, vampires are very much real!!
i am not saying that.. we do live alot longer.. you not understanding and you didnt answer my question
200 or 300 years is still not immortal that is what i am saying forever is forever not only 200 years
So, you are saying that you live forever....cool I guess...
Well, I don't find it that cool though, coz living so long would beat the crap outta me, for sure!
....do vampier still exist now???.or they have just fly away .???
vampires are so stupid don't they
If any REAL vampire is her , plz contact me on E-mail, paul.olivier03@gmail.com thanks , will be waiting
one doesn't need to have fangs to be a vampire. thats just for the scare in stories. who sais vampires arent real?. i hate it when people thing we need hard physical evidence of things we cant explain. start taking chances in faith for a second. we all know there are other things around. demons, angels, ghosts. are they easyer to explain then a vampire?. comon.
For more info on vampires check this hub out...it's awesome!!
Interesting to see you on hub pages. Very well written.
Following you now. :)
So we can or cant be turned
Because i really really really wanna be a vampire.i think u guys r cool at least i still believe they r out there dont ruin my thunder people plz
Is there any way i could be a vampire sorry to bother u
There is no way to be 'turned' into a vampire. If someone offers too they are full of bs. Real vampires exist all over but most of them aren't usually trusting of our secrets outside of the vampire community. If you want more info use a search engine like google and try (auto correct is messing with me sanguine vampire). There is a site called sphinx cat that has amazing info as well. Just be safe. Leave your email if you have a serious question. I am part of the online community. (not to step on Sappho's very knowledgeable toes and someone who I have immense respect for)
How do you know if you are a vampire? I sometimes think I might be an empath, but am I a vampire?
cool! i have been wondering much about vampire these past few days. I am a christian and i thought vampire is a curse... but I love the thought of being a vampire though. following you now!
that's good to know that you found a place for yourself in the world. To be honest, i don't believe in vampires, but I've been wrong before. i did find your hub very interesting to read though nonetheless.
Hi if vampires are real like you say they are then plaza turn me i dnt know why but ever since i wizard 5 I've had a weird feeling go through my body every time i think of vampires its like a hi to me and I've already Thor bout all that suffering thing and IM used to suffering so every night i went to the woods hoping to find a vampire that's willing to turn me. I no y'all are thinking IM crazy but IM not and IM 14 right now and all i enter to do is keep my family safe under any sercumstannceds so if a real vampire is reading that plaza help and not one of those pretenders so if u are willing to turn me i live in Lebanon Tennessee 906 North Cumberland St. In a 1storie house with an attic next to a dollar general store it'll have a 2007 Toyota Camry with a garage o n dnt come the back of the house Cuzco i got Pitt bull dog so if any r near or u no any1 near plz pay me a visit n i always stay up till 2:00am well think u n hope u c that n come n c me think u well bye. P.s. IMnot crazy i IM desperate.
sorry about that last one i had to hurry and i was using a phone so i made alot of mistakes. so i will start over. Hi if vampires are real like you say they are then please turn me i dont know why but ever since i was 5 ive had a weird feeling go through my body everytime i think of vampires its like a high to me and ive already thought about all that suffering thing and im used to suffering so every night i went to the woods hoping to find a vampire thats willing to turn me.I no yall are thinking im crazy but im not and im 14 right now and all i want to do is keep my family safe and never die and let them be attacked under any sercumstances so if a real vampire is reading this please help and not one of those pretenders so if you are willing to turn me i live in lebanon tennessee 906 North Cumberland St. In a 1 storie house with an attic next to a dollar general store it will have a 2007 toyota camry with a garage o and dont come frome the back of my house cause i have a pitt bull dog so ya any way if any are near or you no anyone near plz pay me a visit and i always stay up till 2:00 am well thank you and hope you show up and turn me well bye
P.S. IM NOT CRAZY im desperate well im a little crazy but whos not.
I am sorry, what you have to say is quite interesting but you are no vampire. You have created an interesting psyche, ill give you that. However, self ordained vampires, psychic vampires, and the lot are all a bunch of vampire fanatics. They are trying to attain something that they have searched for and can not find. The real vampire, which exists, not a blood drinking emo, nor a self proclaimed energy user. The real people who live for centuries and centuries, who are completely enhanced, those who know what truly being a vampire is. I have no idea where all this physic and energy using vampire stuff came from. As for the "everyday" people who just say they need blood, which makes them a vampire, that's just pathetic. Open your eyes. There's only one kind of vampire, the real vampire, the biological vampire.
hi to Dejanerha if you really a re a vampire and I believe they are real. I've heard the hissing ofa vampire from a phone call when I was on the phone to a best friend. um. whats your email? I have a lot of questions to as. I'm looking for vamps, because I am one, I want to be with my own kind.
To "hi"
My E-mail is tigercub55love@yahoo.com. Please don't ask about the tiger cub thing. I made it a long time ago.
You can E-mail me when ever you want. I am always up because I hardly ever sleep. Thats just me. Also to anyone else who reads my posts, you too can E-mail me. My E-mail is always open and I can help anyone who asks for it.
I am a decent on my fathers side of jacques de molay and my mother side Draqula from the order of the dargon can you help me Sappho
Hey, I'm a vampire too. My best friend is Dejanerha, we go way back. Anyways, if anyone has any questions about me, please email me at rockhardroni@yahoo.com . I will check on here every once in awhile, but if you need immediate contact with me, email me please. I'd be happy to answer any questions.
Hi if you are a real vampire so please come to durg chhatisgarh because i have to become a vampire
I to have been interested in vampires, especially recently and I keep having dreams where I am one. While I wouldn't necessarily consider myself a actual vampire, I have always had a fascination with the paranormal since I was a little kid, and growing up I imagined/ half believed I had magical powers also as I became older I realized that I may in fact have slight physcic abilities. There have been many occasions where a thought or idea popped into my head and then a friend or someone else I was with mentioned the exact same thing I was just thinking about. While I can't control or explain how I do this very well, I do believe I posses something out of the ordinary but as to what it is and how I can develop these skills i am not sure. Any help or feedback from you guys would be greatly appreciated!
To: CJ,
Email me, i might be able to answer some of your questions. My email adress is rockhardroni@yahoo.com . Thanks- Veronica S.
Hey, I read your article, (not the entire thing, im way too ADHD to read it all...) and i don't entirely believe in vampires, but after reading your article, i think i might possibly be one. I could be totally wrong and just be "a person with creativity" and a strange desire for blood. Human blood. It started years back when i accidentally bit my sister and a little blood dripped into my mouth, and i felt energy. I wanted more, but it was my sister, and i didn't want to hurt her even more.
I completely forgot about it for a few years until about last year, when some vampire symptoms began to occur. Regular food wasn't pleasing me. I started to like the darkness more then light. Other things happened, but nothing huge, just when i get blood, things get weird.
I have read a few reports that some "Vampires" have certain "Special abilities", and i think i might have one. Whenever im in a room, i can sense the emotions of everyone. I can't control them, but i can sense them. I'm not sure if that's a sign of being a vampire, or just me being a freak of nature or something else.
I'm 13, and a Christian, so im not sure if that's effecting me if i am a vampire, and if im not, I don't really care.
One thing i noticed is that you never really wrote all that much about Lycans. Do they exist? Are they more savage than vampires? Could my dog be a Lycan in disguise?
This message is specifically for CJ, Austin Sirois and all the others who care reading this.
CJ, I know what you've been feeling cause I've felt the exact same thing for years now. I'm not sure about the psychic thing but I do know that I've been dreaming about being a vampire myself. In fact, in one of my dreams I was a vampire- an actual one. But now after much research, I've finally understood that there are no such things as vampires!
No real or fake ones, they don't simply exist! The sooner you accept this fact, the better. I have spent a lot of time looking for a real one and if you are so SERIOUS about finding one (that is if they exist at all) I would like to advice you something- the internet might not be the best place to find one. Almost all the sites or pages you encounter are simply written by occultists or some hardcore twilight fans. I respect their beliefs but be practical. A vampire would have a lot of other work to do, instead of surfing around the internet answering silly questions on random sites put up by dimwitted children. Sorry to break the hearts of those who claim to be the "REAL" ones. But trust me, you're not gonna find any reliable information here on on any other internet based site. Instead, you must try and find the more primitive ways to quenching your thirst for information on this topic. I just wanna help you by writing a wall of words up there, because I have already wasted a lot of time running after people I met on the internet. Be practical and believe in God more than trusting something relating to Satan. Vampires are fiction and if you believe that you are one, then you are simply blinded by the psychological block that has somehow been induced in you. If you, Austin, really want to know what has happened to you, you must find an occultist or a psychiatrist. I'm not being funny here, seriously! Such blocks in someone's mind can at times severely damage one's mind. I respect what you've felt Austin. Trust me, I have tasted human blood and at that time, I was at the prime of my investigation. I felt the same as you- I wanted more and more. I started believing that I was, in fact a vampire. But I wasn't. It was just my impatient mind and conscience trying to impair my senses. After investigating and researching about vampires in the very roots of the entire mythology, I discovered that I was only being overly sensitive to this matter, since I have wanted to be a vampire for a very long time. C'mon guys! You have to accept it- the entire idea of vampires is very alluring. Immortality, strength, speed etc etc. And to top it all, some mindless freaks have created a book series and spawned a movie franchise out of this topic too.
Don't try and wish for something you can't handle or understand. Believe in god and try to accept this creature as a creation or man's imagination. Good luck!
Is there a way for me to be half vampire if there is contact me at bloodsucker9@live.com
I want to be one and i need a mentor could you teach me?
ill endure any pain to be a vampire.
Romulus Bloodmoon...Saying that biological vampyre existed long before everyone else here did.,,you're wrong..no vampyre is immortal..they die same as other human beings do.,,just a bit longer.,,dont overview vampyre as immortal beings.,,are you a real one.? or trying to be one.???you know nothing about being a vampyre.,,.....
Yes, we die but what a lie we lead. Good for you.
The Master.
to Ms.Anon.,,,
who says that vampyres dont believe in God?? And the idea of immortality??who says vampyres are immortal?? if youre looking for twilight like resemblance on being a vampyre,then you won't find one..its s overrated fantasy written on books and novels.,,you speak as if you know anything but the fact is that youre looking at wrong sides..
dimwitted.,, you're the one blinded..blinded by the idea weaved by you're false imagination..relating vampyres to Satan??that's one of the craziest idea youy bear in mind..
Anyone with any questions for me, Email me at rockhardroni@yahoo.com . Thanks- Veronica
looking for one or two out there.??go try to take a visit at the Tibetan plateau.. in the remote cities of Lhasa and Korla..thats all i can say...
I was wondering if their was vampire queen or a person who is half human half vampire, because my best friend told me that she thought that she was half vampire and half human. She also told me that once whenher tooth was breaking and some blood came out she tasted it and it tasted sweet so she started driking more,the other thing is that her birth mark is on her neck exactly where the vampires are known to bite,even now her teeth look sharp and once when she was small she had bit her dad on the hand for fun and he got hurt and their were teath marks even blood started comming out,she sometimes gets angry with the heat of the sun,her room is cold and the main thing she cant stand eating vegetables and mostly eats chicken/white meat and she loves it and even if she eats something veg she'll want to vomit. Please give me some idea that is she a vampire or not so i can tell her. Thank you!
sarah 3 years ago
how does one become a vampire